My Current Prayers

Lately all I can pray is;

Jesus Jesus Jesus.

Jesus I screwed up, AGAIN
Jesus direct me
Jesus help me breathe

Silence

Jesus can you hear me?
Jesus help
Jesus I'm close to giving up

"obey"

Jesus you know I've never been good with authority
Jesus I'm impatient
Jesus I don't know if I trust in you

"obey"

Obey what? You aren't directing. Show yourself! Meet me halfway.

Silence.

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus

(to be continued...)