Ready, Set, Job?

For the first time in almost a year I have opened my mind to the idea of a job change…

facilitated by the impeding ‘ending’ of my cancer journey, my need for more has begun to creep in every so slowly…While only EARLY Wednesday morning this week has felt LONG…and boring…I don’t want to sleep but I don’t really have the energy to do anything, my legs have been really achy and I don’t know what that is about…

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if I had hair I think I’d be pulling it out…

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The first fourth of my search was taken up with ads for survey opportunities to make 90 dollars an hour…how people can waste their time thinking that these outrageous claims could be legitimate sources of income, is beyond me!

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The second and third fourths of my search left me with jobs I am not capable of or qualified for…

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and the fourth fourth of my search was of things I THINK I could maybe do, and a tiny tiny portion were of things in my ‘field’ which is social work in case anyone has had time to forget…because I know I have!

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I have narrowed the search down to two places I feel comfortable applying…one is for a front office desk job at a dental office and the other is at a Methodist Youth Home for either an administrative assistant or a day treatment instructor…could I be a day treatment instructor? probably…am I qualified…not really…but how the heck do you get STARTED?

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Oh wait! you get started like I did in 2005 and then QUIT that job to move home and get stuck in a dead end night job…BLAH! can you tell it is 1:30 in the morning and I should really be in bed?

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Anyway…this started as a yea me! look I’ve started to move on post and ended in an…Oh, my goodness I’m stuck for LIFE where I am post…good times…

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Let me leave you with a cute picture (well I think it is cute) of my little bit…

she has been needy and acting lost tonight…usually she is knocked out by 9 in her little bed and does not want to be messed with until it is time to go outside and downstairs with my brother…

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tonight, I think if I would have pet her for hours she would have let me, every time I stopped she took her nose and MADE me continue…I couldn’t resist! FINALLY she found a nice spot on the couch and dramatically spread out for a good sleep…

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Maybe I should take her cue…